No, it's not the same which is why I haven't bothered. Knowing something through someone else...it's like seeing it through their eyes. I have to rely on Namine, Joe and Riku for my time spent in Castle Oblivion - it's difficult...and frustrating because it's only seeing part of the picture, the part they saw and what should be mine is just blank.

If knowing about you through the eyes of others was the only option I'd do it, but it's not in this place so....I wanna know you through my own experiences. I'm never gonna turn away if you've got questions or think of you as an enemy because of stuff you might've done in the past or even demand anything from you so whatever the next step is...I'm waiting for you to make it. I'll reach out every now and then just to lend a helping hand but whether anything comes of it is up to you.

I know what I want us to be but I can't make that choice for both of us.